I'm listening to: U2 - Stuck in a Moment

And you can never get enough
Of what you don't really need now
My, oh my

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment and you can't get out of it
Oh love, look at you now
You've got yourself stuck in a moment and you can't get out of it
Oh lord, look at you now
You've got yourself stuck in a moment and you cant get out of it

And if the night runs over
And if the day won't last
And if your way should falter, along this stony pass

It's just a moment
This time will pass



Yeah; well, why's that easier to say than to believe? I've thought about saying goodbye because I get so tired, and it's alarming. It always is, though I'd like to think I have more substance than that and I've long outgrown this childishness, but exhaustion lapses into hopelessness, which gives way to a desperate re-examination of previously discarded options, and finally, a sombre recognition of this excruciatingly tortuous stasis - born of a ridiculous (self-imposed?) incapacity to induce decisive change. Fuck it. So I'll just continue to stand and wait, while praying that whatever it is I'm anticipating is in fact heading my way. Yes, it's all in my head. 

Bless us
You're swimming, and I'm running
You're driving, and I'm cycling
Even when you're flying, and I'm sailing
We're always moving together in parallel 
Though we don't always see it

And... I'm back on Blogger. I feel retarded trying (in vain) to blog properly on Tumblr - there's too much cool stuff there I can hardly think on my own. Ha.