Adorable illusion and I cannot hide
I'm the one you're using, please don't push me aside
We could've made it cruising, yeah.
Funny how the human psyche works. You can build defenses all around to protect some treasured object from every conceivable external threat, but its eventual destruction/losing its value is sometimes internally effected. Does that in any way really negate your loss (e.g. a change of heart => zero heartbreak)? In the greater scheme of things, it might not matter much, but it's troubling just the same.
It's not like I'm not enjoying myself at all, but I'm so exhausted; I can hardly believe that I'm actually dying (more than as a figure of speech) for school to start. Bleargh. And here we go again.
I feel so awfully human.
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